Where I belong

Silence

by Cassandre Smith

Ghastly, deafening silence seeps through the seams

Harboring a lifetime of melancholy blue dejection, reeking of ripe regret

It has a hue, it has an aroma

Joylessly flaunting a dismal existence

Knife slices through the denseness that is reality

Let it bleed, ruby red, close the wound, continue to seep, silence

Credits:

Skin: Tres Blah - -tb- {Pale} C88 Dewy Skin

Hair: *Alice Project* Lillian - Naturals (Mesh)

Lashes: Sn@tch Lush Glam Lashes (Black)

Makeup: [mock]Morrocan Indifference [Rouge Special lip]

Lip Piercing: *** Just You Jewels *** Piercing Break the Silence (for Back to Black)

Scarf & Necklace: *** Just You Jewel *** Scarf Strength to say.. No (for Back to Black)

Dress: Nomine Jailbait Dress - Juana cherry

Nails: *JD* (aka Smexy) NAILS black  studs

Boots: lassitude & ennui Flutter boots raven (Mesh) (for Back to Black)

The Suicide's Soliloquy by Abraham Lincoln

Here, where the lonely hooting owl

Sends forth his midnight moans,

Fierce wolves shall o'er my carcase growl,

Or buzzards pick my bones.

No fellow-man shall learn my fate,

Or where my ashes lie;

Unless by beasts drawn round their bait,

Or by the ravens' cry.

Yes! I've resolved the deed to do,

And this the place to do it:

This heart I'll rush a dagger through,

Though I in hell should rue it!

Hell! What is hell to one like me

Who pleasures never know;

By friends consigned to misery,

By hope deserted too?

To ease me of this power to think,

That through my bosom raves,

I'll headlong leap from hell's high brink,

And wallow in its waves.

Though devils yell, and burning chains

May waken long regret;

Their frightful screams, and piercing pains,

Will help me to forget.

Yes! I'm prepared, through endless night,

To take that fiery berth!

Think not with tales of hell to fright

Me, who am damn'd on earth!

Sweet steel! come forth from our your sheath,

And glist'ning, speak your powers;

Rip up the organs of my breath,

And draw my blood in showers!

I strike! It quivers in that heart

Which drives me to this end;

I draw and kiss the bloody dart,

My last—my only friend!

Poem likely by Abraham Lincoln

If you're considering suicide, please call for help.  There is someone out there who will listen to you and can help you, and you do not have to feel the way you do. 

I took the photographs at Creative Fantasy at Raven Hollow.  There, you can find just about any accessory you could imagine for your haunted/spooky land, including the wolves and buzzards.

Credits:

Outfit - Sn@tch - McLovin - Long Sweater/Plaid Ruffle Skirt (Red)

Hair - YunA's Hair - Milk - Black

Skin - Frick - Marie in Peach - Dk brows - frex

Shoes - N-core - Ankle boot - Multicolor 

Necklace - JD Design - Necklace Cross red gems

Eyelashes - Nikita Fride - Long Eyelashes Double Flowers

Poses by Poseur and Leafy

Move Over Denny Terrio!

I'm feeling like a disco queen tonight!  Rocking the disco poses, wearing boas and sparkly shoes, dancing to Abba, and doing the Hustle!

Is it possible to be a disco goth?  I don't think so, and I fear the bites for this little blunder, but sometimes, I just gotta go glam!  Besides, Van McCoy told me to "Do it. Do the Hustle!"

I'm rockin' the new Imabee Vivian skins in these photos, and OMG I love them.  They are GORGEOUS.  The makeup is not subtle, and the skins are very colorful.  They each come in plain and freckled versions, as well as with or without cleavage.  I love the shape of the nose and the fullness of the lips.  They're unique and creative.

Click on the picture to see a nice large close up of the make-ups.

I also love this new hair from I Love Olive - a shop that is quickly becoming one of my favorite hair shops in SL.  This style is called Luani and comes with the flower tucked behind the ear.

Credits:
Hair - I Love Olive -  Luani Hair / Jet Black
Skins - Imabee: - Pale - Vivian Is Looking For Packs 1 & 2
Eyelashes -Sn@tch - Lush Glam Lashes (Black)(Free at the Black Bacchanalia - go to Silent Sparrow, click on the mushroom to get to the Rookery)
Eyes - House of Ruin - Spectrum Eyes: Velvet, hollow
Dress -Khush - Magenta Sequin Minidress - Silver
Socks - Khush - Socks - Sequins - Silver
Bolero - Khush - Nicole - Black Sheer
Shoes - *JD* Design - disco star
Boa - *JD* Design - Boa white